Inconsistent Success

Here's a quick, abbreviated list of what I shine at:

• Cooking
• Writing
• Teaching
• Listening

And here's what destroys the above list and calls me a liar:

• Focus

So lately everything has been crap, because I don't allow myself to focus. And when I don't allow myself to focus and develop focus through meditation, then the list shuts down and it looks like I don't know how to do anything at all.

THAT'S what I learned this week.

Herein ends the lesson, dear reader.